by Bishop Stewart Wood, shared at the Bevy of Bishops Lenten series March 18, 2015
I asked my wife, “Do you remember any Lent
that was special for you?” She said,
“No,” and I wasn’t really surprised.
Mind you, not remembering something special in no way suggests all of
those Lents went for naught. Most of us
eat three meals a day, most of them enjoyable and nourishing our bodies in some
way; but it’s not likely that we can recall many of the meals we’ve eaten as
truly special.
I must confess that
when I tried to remember something about the seventy-two Lents I’ve experienced
since becoming an Episcopalian only a few really stood out.
My family was
introduced to the Episcopal Church at St. Stephen’s Church in Edina, Minnesota
in 1943. We had attended the
Congregational Church in Detroit. That’s
where my sister and I were baptized and where my parents were active. What
attracted us to St. Stephen’s was its neighborhood quality. We could easily walk to it, and lots of our
neighbors belonged. I think you’d call
that “Birds of a feather” evangelism.
I got drawn in to its
youth programs pretty quickly and loved serving as an acolyte. My parents relate the story of my coming home
one Sunday for lunch when I was twelve and announcing that when I grew up I
wanted to be “an erector.”
All of that is simply
to say I loved the Church as a young person.
Lent had a special power because of its mystic length, forty days set
apart from the rest of the year. For me
and my friends it was the season of anticipation of Easter. It was the end of winter’s grip and the promise
of spring.
As a seminarian I was
drawn to Grace Church, Alexandria, Virginia.
I was intrigued by its patterns of worship and by Edward Merrow, its
Rector. He was a big fellow, had played
semi-professional football and sung in opera before being ordained. With that great voice and imposing body he
was something to behold in the pulpit or at the altar. During Lent he took on a serious discipline
of fasting, so much so that by Easter he seemed a shadow of the man we knew on
Ash Wednesday.
As Holy Week was
approaching that first spring in seminary I signed up for the 2:00 AM to 3:00
AM portion of the Maundy Thursday watch that lasted through the night in
anticipation of our Lord’s crucifixion.
To my deep embarrassment I fell asleep in the midst of it. Like the disciples in the garden on the night
of our Lord’s betrayal I had been unable to keep my eyes open. I was ashamed and felt judged. That was a jarring experience. I doubt I
counted my discipline that Lent to have been very successful.
The first Lent that
stood apart from its predecessors was in the late seventies and early eighties while
I served a congregation in Glendale, Ohio.
Susan Lehman, my associate, was wonderfully gifted and imaginative. This particular Lent she took a beautiful
crystal bowl that must have been a wedding gift and placed it in the center of
their dining room table filled it with dirt.
She had reflected on the phrase used as ashes are imposed on our
foreheads on Ash Wednesday, “Remember that you are dust and to dust you shall
return.” For her this was a very realistic
message, an encouragement to go easy on yourself. Lent is a chance to pull back from all that
frantic activity that marks our lives and remember we’re mortal. Take a breath, stop pushing so hard. Realize you are beloved of God without having
to produce something. That has been a lasting counsel, a Lent for which I give
thanks to God. Susan had read our
congregation accurately and knew the kind of tonic we all needed for that Lent.
What might Lent be for
you the next time around? What advice
can I offer?
I’d say first off, be
really careful about what you take on or give up. Lent is not like going to a fitness club to
get in shape. It’s not intended to be
“no pain – no gain” enterprise. Instead
I believe the Church offers it as an opportunity to deepen our awareness of
God’s love for us just as we are. Guilt
is easy to come by, and given the demands on most of us the risk of taking on
something too burdensome is that it will only generate more guilt. At the risk of sounding sacrilegious I’m for
a “guilt-free Lent.”
Second, I’d encourage
you to find a way to share the season with others. A Lenten series like “A Bevy of Bishops” is
one example. And there are any number of
Lenten programs available on the Internet – such as “Stop, Pray, Work, Play,
Love” from SSJE (http://ssje.org/ssje/time/). Engaging in a communal Lenten discipline has
the benefit of encouraging you to stay with it and opens you to gifts and
challenges not of your own making.
Finally, I’d encourage
you to seek several partners with whom you can make the Lenten journey together. Whatever vehicle you choose will likely be a
blessing, but the act of sharing what difference it’s making for you and the
others is an even greater blessing.
So here’s to a guilt-free
season of discovery with others, one that deepens your awareness of God’s love
for you.
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